Tuesday, 18 September 2012
Zero tollerance to rediscover my submissive side
I am still lost.
Floating aimlessly through a misty fog of confusion.
I am not down, I am cooking scrummy meals for my family, working at my business and cleaning and taking care of my womanly duties.
However something still isn't right. Im lost, stuck, confused.
It's like I am coping and doing everything I am supposed to be doing but I am still struggling.
I don't feel submissive at all. My poor husband is at a loss as to what to do.
It's not like I am breaking any set roles, however I am uncommunicative, unresponsive, distant and grumpy.
My husband said to me that he would deliver maintenence every other day until I return to the 'loving wife' he married.
But that isn't working either.
He has now decided on a zero tollerance pollicy in an effort to reconnect us and reballance our family.
We shall see if it works.